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Wednesday, June 26, 2024

disgusting

 i hate my stomach, i dont understand why my body is like this, they say gut neurons are linked to your brain which is why anxiety stress etc can impact your digestion but jesus fucking christ i am clearly extremely fucked up every single day why doesnt anyone get how stressed out and upset i always am and its even to the point that my stomach is just like that every single day its so unbearable to spend half the morning throwing up or dry heaving and then having to go to work.

Friday, June 14, 2024

Friday, June 7, 2024

eyes in the shadows and claws in the light

if pareidolia often refers to humans seeing faces and things in nature that "aren't really there" wouldn't it track that....there was a reason? for the ability to evolve in us? instead of being hampered or selected out for being a hindrance? think about that for a minute.

we see faces in objects and nature that "aren't really there," because at some point in ancient human history...we needed that ability. why? simply because of other hominid species? I really doubt it. we know nearly modern humans and neanderthals interbred, and unless one of those other hominids was like, the assassin killer version of the strong tough neanderthal....yeah. it doesn't make sense.

so what was it? creatures that no longer exist that may have gone extinct or slowly died out over centuries leading to our ideas of cryptids? another unknown species of hominid or human-like creatures? aliens of some sort? idk but it's not bc of our closest ancestors.

think about it.

we evolved to see green better than any other color so our ancient ancestors could differentiate between everything in nature, we needed to be able to spot predators at night and fight them in almost pure darkness- wouldn't pareidolia have KILLED our ancestors???