NANI? NANIE? NANAE?

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my crush asked if she could call me bc she was having a Minor crisis and needed advice/to talk to someone (and she chose me????)

we spent almost two hours talking on the phone, just nonstop conversation!! i could not get enough of her, and I think i may have surprised her with my mythology knowledge to the point that I got her so interested she was googling stuff I was telling her about to read more :0000

We talked about like our mental health and our lives and I helped her realize she has been being manic lately, and it's just like, we are so similar but different people, and we both have so many experiences but lack in other areas, and both of us can give the other advice on things we are missing and want to do or be and also share things we are both interested in like music and mythology and fjkdkdkslsldld

what is happening 😭

what is happening!!!!

please tell me im not crazy pls tell me she actually likes me too and that's why she and I talk so much, I don't want to ruin our friendship if she doesn't like me back but I also can't live forever without taking risks and chances to be happy :((( I can enjoy our friendship the way it is now but there could be even more an even closer bond and intimacy and I want that if possible but it always seems like once a confession is made that ruins the friendship...

I really really like her though and I don't think it's just me being manic, she's just so sweet and kind and she's SMART!! she's REALLY smart!!

I'm not exaggerating either, she really is smart and gorgeous and kind and like ??? if I try to think of negatives maybe it's that she is a little naive? but that's not even bad to me! naive can be good, innocence is good, it's only when our naivety leads us to make bad decisions that cause us harm is it bad. but it's not an awful thing to be a bit naive. I sure as hell am!

but like ??? from how much we've talked and seen each other so far like there is NOTHING wrong with her!! she's a great person, she works really really hard (THREE JOBS) to the point that during our call I was basically INSISTING she get a full day off, that she be selfish and take care of herself bc self care NECESSITATES being selfish because it IS about YOU not ANYONE else, you HAVE to take care of yourself to become the person you really want to be. And I really think she listened :))) 

I care a lot about her and she is burning herself out and ive been there and were soooo similar with our Neurorizz brains that I totally get the situations she explains to me and the "weird" ways she feels sometimes!! I'm so happy I can be there for someone and help them understand themselves better.

why is she so cool 😩😩😩😩😩

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