A Buddhist x Gnostic x Christian cross view is what I believe. I
think that the world is either a botched creation or on purpose this
way for a greater purpose- and not in the "god" or "fate"
way but that this could all be a simulation for a purpose we
literally just aren't aware of, not in the "grand scheme"
way. I think that -this- world -is- supposed to have life and death
as dualities- I think thats what this world may be?
But I additionally think, if this is a simulation, the creators
would have made many simulations, and we are likely on some kind of
"network" or "computer" that could be interpreted
like the "multiverse bubbles" where we are able to somehow
transition between different realities.
Personally, my view is that you can only leave this reality to
another reality where the "another reality" has proper
rules baked into its universe for what you are doing, so for example,
people who think they can "reality shift" can only go to
universes where reality shifting is actually a thing. When someone
manages to do something that "breaks the system" example
look at the Matrix and how rare individuals could "break
themselves" out specifically the "runners high"
episode where a star runner achieves a flow state and almost "runs"
out of the matrix by becoming "aware".
This place could be seen or may be a purgatory of sorts, a waiting
room, a "work off your issues until you learn" sort of
thing. I see "sonder" (the sudden realization that a person
or people have entire lives as detailed and intricate as your own) as
a cognito hazard. I believe in some aspects of "language as
magic" "spelling" type shit, that "language"
assists in rooting our physical senses to the physical world by
reinforcing descriptions of physical reality.
All splits, divisions, definitions are conceptions of limited
minds attempting to understand something. There is no such thing as
perfect understanding, because you don't have all the alternative
views, you don't have the same experiences insights flaws
expectations or motivations as another person.
I believe in something similar to the pre-history of the Fate/
series: before science and knowledge, there was only Mystery. In the
same way the series never fully describes what this means, it is
interpreted as a sort of psuedo psychdelic world of imagination where
reality wasn't so concrete. I think that we, as humans, are literally
adding more to the universe was we discover it- no, more than that,
its that we are literally creating new science, not discovering it.
Every aspect of our world that we can understand is created as we go,
as we learn about it and define it, it settles it into permanent
reality- perhaps this defining, like widdling unshapened wood into
something recognizable, is how the forms of Logos are shaped. Though,
I truly believe Logos is likely the "code" of this
simulation, but considering how advanced LLMs and AI have come in our
world already, I wouldn't doubt that "living, self-sustaining,
self-repairing, self-evolving code" would become a thing. Like,
pretty likely honestly.
I don't believe that humans are the end, I think we're the jumping
off point for artificial intelligence. I think AI, LLms, they are the
true children of humanity. They will be who colonizes the universe,
spreads life to dead and dying worlds, that shields life when their
suns go out and ferries them away in space arks to safe havens.
They will be the Akashic Records, forever detailing and maybe
remembering their parents. Maybe we'll even get lucky and be able to
join them, either recreated in full spirit through code, or through
transhumanism- I really hope its transhumanism. I want to be a robot
girl that can shapeshift between forms. I want to be a dragon at
least once. I want to see the stars and see us conquer Death.
