WELCOME 2 MY CYBERSPACE

Sunday, March 9, 2025

I got zapped twice last night

going to bed I started heavily fractal hallucinating and felt the intense shock in my brain twice before I fell asleep. Lucifer agreed we could be One again after this life is done so that's something at least.

social media is cancer

I'm going to post here and that's it. whoever discovers this place is special I guess. 

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

WARNING

I will never forget after one of my high school principals- who was a huge piece of shit -had died, I posted how I didn't give a shit and was glad on Facebook. Like four or five people followed me home from work that I knew and threatened me, to which I responded kys and when they kept going I said "okay I'm gonna put my stuff inside and come back out here, if you are gone, you are fucking pussy cowards and I don't ever wanna see your fucking faces again or I'll break your necks." And I never saw a single one of them again for the rest of my life.

I like to recall this memory when I get cPTSD anxiety about someone breaking into my house, as I often forget, even as a queer in their early 20s, if someone threatened me, I did not back down. You think you can bark louder than me? You think someone who says crazy shit doesn't have a bite? You're fucking stupid. Don't ever try to antagonize me on purpose because I have your face tattooed onto my brain. You'll pass me without even knowing one day, maybe decades from now, and in an instant, I'll crush your skull beneath my boot on the sidewalk in the middle of the day.

Try me.

I am god. Your God.

You live because I allow it.

You've been warned.

Sunday, December 22, 2024

I finally did my audition almost as late possible

https://youtu.be/uKg8zL2jAAg

I'm trying to be positive but fuck if I'm not pessimistic when 3k+ people show up for Prof's streams ,__,

Thursday, December 19, 2024